Humiliations in Shower
By pink4bbc.
So, I’m attracted to women, and I don’t find men sexually attractive, not even black men. And I’m not attracted or turned on by cocks in general, but oh my god, a big black cock just does something to me, and I just can’t help myself. I’m not straightforward because I love to wear women’s clothes. And apart from a tiny square inch of hair above my little member, I’m hairless from the neck down. The only reason I have the little patch is that I saw a black dude with a tiny little patch above his cock, in a porno. It looked so sexy, so I decided to try it for myself.
But makes me look and feel even more like a sissy faggot. My partner was all for me doing it at the time, as she thought it looked sexy on the Black man. When I showed her, she laughed, calling me pathetic. I was humiliated. She told me I should keep it like that to remind me how pathetic I was. So, I’ll let you guys and girls decide, and I hope you all voice your opinions in the comments.
So back then, I would regularly go swimming alone even though I was very self-conscious about my tiny dick.
I would shower naked instead of keeping my shorts on in the large communal shower in the changing room. Despite my embarrassment, I got a kick out of being naked in a public place and always went naked. I would always tell myself I wouldn’t do it again and that I’d cover it up, but I never did. I would continue to go naked.
Not only that, but I would always get this strange feeling whenever someone else went nude. I couldn’t help but try to have a good look (why I tried, I didn’t understand), and I would see some look at mine every so often. I would turn around and try to hide or get myself out of there as quickly as possible, so if I had realized all those years ago what a faggot I was fuck things would’ve been so different.
In my mind, this is something I fantasized about happening, and you never know, I might still attempt to make it happen now that my mind has expanded, and I have accepted my place in society. So, I would have picked a leisure center in a part of town more common to the black community. I would be hairless and silky smooth everywhere below my neck. I would wear a pair of too-small Speedos, so anyone who took notice would be under no illusion I had a tiny dick. Not only that, but I only hoped that the extreme shame and humiliation would not make me run straight out of there with my tail between my legs.
If someone noticed and couldn’t hide their natural reaction, the thrill would be a million times better. I would always ensure I got out of the pool when other people were around the edge, even better if there was a black man. I would always get out directly after someone, hoping to be in the showers with them. Today, I couldn’t believe my luck as three dark black men in their mid-20s entered the pool. I knew I’d be hanging around to make sure I left at the same time as them.
It felt like forever before they got out, and I followed them straight away. I can’t even begin to describe all the mixed feelings and emotions that rushed through my body. I dropped my Speedos and walked into a communal shower. I was first in. They were probably chatting by the lockers. So, I started washing under one of the first shower heads, which would guarantee they would have to pass me. Therefore, I closed my eyes and turned away from the wall, so I was fully on display. I could hear people chatting, getting louder as they approached the showers.
Suddenly, it went dead and quiet, and after a pause, there were roars of laughter. One of them spoke loud enough to make sure everyone would hear, saying, “Holy shit, this white boi has a clit, not a dick. Look how tiny he is.”
Then one of the others said, “He has no body hair, so he must be one of those sissy faggots.”
“What the fuck is a sissy faggot?” one asked.
“It varies, but commonly it’s a tiny dick loser that dresses up all in slutty girl’s clothes to serve well-endowed men. Especially us niggas,” came the response.
Hearing him use that word, for some reason, gave me an extra thrill as such a taboo and made me feel even more like a slutty, sissy. As I’m trying my hardest to face the fear forcing open my eyes to face my humiliation. I start to focus as they open, and I feel disappointment when I see that they all still have their swimming shorts on. Because of their loud voices, others began to gather around. I was so embarrassed and ashamed, and it was just getting started.
Then the one standing closest asked me, “Is that true? Are you a sissy faggot that craves big nigga dick?”
I bowed in shame as I said, “Yes, I love it.”
“So, you want to see what real men have between their legs, eh?”
I nod my head.
“Then repeat after me, sissy. ‘Please, master, show me your big nigga dicks,’ he states loud and clear.
I told him, “Please, master, show me your big black dicks.”
Smack straight across my face. “We have nigga dicks, not black dicks,” he said. “Now say it again, but the right way, faggot.”
“I can’t say that word. It’s too offensive,” I said.
“Well, you’d better learn quickly. We don’t use black. We say ‘nigga,’ so will you if you want to see them?
I was conflicted and frightened about what I should say now because I didn’t know if it was a trick. What would happen if I used that word poorly? My lust for black cock won. I clearly and loudly stated what they asked me to say.
“Please, master, show me your big nigga dicks,” I said.
I can’t deny that saying it made me even hotter.
I heard someone gasp. “Oh my God, he said it.”
It felt like time stood still, but in reality, just a couple of seconds passed, and big smiles washed over their faces. My pathetic little tiny dick was twitching at the humiliation.
One of them said, “You’ll have to beg each of us to show you their real man meat, so everyone could see how desperate you are to see nigga cocks.”
So, emaciated, I proceeded to humiliate myself even further, if that was even possible. (it was possible) I started to beg the first black man. I noticed a few more people enjoying the show, including a few women in their 40s. They must have heard him shouting as they got out of the pool, and instead of entering the female changing room, they were still standing in their wet swimming costumes.
As they were laughing, I heard one of the women say, “See. I told you he would have a little one. I could tell there was no bulge when he walked to the pool in his Speedos. He was flat at the front. He’s got a baby dick.”
So, several more minutes of begging to see them and all the snickering and comments I was hearing from everyone around, to my absolute shame, I was beyond desperate, if that is possible. I also noticed that the three of them were getting off over this because I could see the bulges in their shorts getting bigger and bigger. I thought to myself fuck it, and I asked them if they showed me. I would go straight to my knees and let each face fuck me as hard, fast, and deep as they wanted.
Then a middle-aged woman who works here shouted, “That’s enough. We can’t have that going on here. But I want to see how it pans out, so this party must happen! I finish work in half an hour. I would love to continue this at my house. Five minutes down the road, I live in a big house with a massive pool in the back garden. My hubby is away on business, so get your favorite drinks and anything else you desire, and meet at this address in forty-five minutes. The more, the merrier.”
*****
“Hurry up, sissy, get your shit together, get dressed in front of everybody so they can all have a little longer. to laugh and humiliate you.”
The roar of laughter, when they watched me put on my lacy pink underwear and stockings, because I don’t own any men’s underwear, only girly sissy underwear for me. Love the feel of my shaved body against it, it’s so sexy sexy The three men stop me from putting my man clothes over them “you don’t need them faggot you’ll be in the car so you just need to wrap a towel round for now to get to the car” I was so humiliated especially as my little one was twitching away in my panties, plus a tiny wet spot formed at the front of my panties.
We got in their car, I crammed in the back, in the middle between two of these guys—the other driver. I heard one of them make a phone call and give out the address. We are having a party. Make sure you bring the usual party flavours, and you’d better bring some of those little brown bottles.
We stopped at an off-licence and bought a shitload of alcohol that I used my card to pay for while I was sitting in the car, waiting for the truck to arrive in a few minutes, so apart from the obvious name-calling, it was uneventful. The woman had already arrived. She had a couple of her friends with her, already changed into bikinis, and I couldn’t believe how hot they all looked. To my shame, I couldn’t stop thinking of those three black cocks.
(Sorry NIGGA COCK) Some words and instructions on how I got to refer to them. Faggot, I’ve got a spare pink bikini you can wear. At first, I think you should strut around in that underwear for a while, showing my friends and anyone else who turns up. Will get a look at the sissy boi you are. The three niggers are now down to their boxer shorts, and the three ladies standing next to them. I look on in complete shock as all the ladies pull down their boxer shorts at once.
The audible gasp from the four of us at the same time was crazy. We all looked at free huge nigger dicks, and they were not even hard. If I fag, what do you think? I was speechless, I just nodded and licked my lips. Ladies make us hard for the faggot. My jealousy rose as I watched the three women start to play with their cocks. It wasn’t long before gagging on them, and they were also big; the smallest must’ve been
At least 9 inches and fat, they were spectacular. Then we were interrupted, “fuck, he’s not lying.” It was his two friends arriving through the side gate.
I was tossed a little brown bottle; it was poppers, I thought, thank God I’m gonna need this, so I took a few good sniffs. This was much stronger than ever heard. I had to sit down, and I was in a complete daze, but I felt good.
Incredibly horny, then I realised the three guys around me were waving their dicks in my face while the women were dancing and kissing the new arrivals. I could smell the weed that was coming from the massive joint that was being passed around.
Without even realising i was now licking and sucking on all the dicks in front of me.
With my head spinning and these magnificent nigger dicks I was feeding on, my humiliation was then taken up another level as I felt myself cum, and as pointed out, one of them amongst laughter and all of the obscenities “the faggot just shot his load. Sorry, I mean dribble his little that is so pathetic”.
I was in for a long day, and I was loving every second.
I heard one of them asking the other two if they ever had cocaine sucked off the dicks?
Next thing I know, one of them is giving me a rolled-up note and presenting his hard, dark meat, with a fat line running the whole length, and his thick helmet was covered as well. So I have done cocaine before, but never like this.
So I proceeded to sniff the entire line in one hit; it was fucking strong, then began to lick and suck his helmet clean of the sexy white powder. I couldn’t feel my face at all; it was completely numb. The only way I knew a huge Neighbor cock was from my site. I can’t feel anything at all, and it was so fucking hot.
Within a few short minutes, I did it twice more as the other two followed suit. I was absolutely fucked out of my head by both cocks and cocaine. I have never done such an amount in such a short time, and the fact that it was so fucking strong. I was a drooling mess on my knees as these three niggers, fuck my throat so hard, it was probably good that I couldn’t feel my face, mouth, or throat because this would have hurt.
The three of them were taking turns with my throat, and completely berated me.
What a nigger loving, dirty, faggot cock sucking sissy, I hadn’t realised at the time that more people had arrived. Everyone was crowded around us and shouting out humiliation and degrading comments at me, and I was absolutely loving every second of it.
Fucking hell, look, the faggot is trying to get hard and dribbling pre cum again already.
Shit, I already cum without any stimulation, now it’s getting hard and preparing to cum a second time. I had to agree with them now; I was seriously pathetic. Out of the corner of my eye, everyone was taking pictures.
I was in a destructive state, as I was getting covered by all three of the hot, thick cum, it was everywhere in my mouth, in my eyes, and up my nose. I looked like a plasterer’s radio and felt just as dirty.
Yeah, I felt it. I came for a second time, and it just dribbled out to the floor. I hadn’t even been touched yet…
OMG, I just came in my panties writing this. What is wrong with me? How pathetic. So I have to stop, take a cold shower, and clean up.
To Be Continued…?
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