Punishment And Reward
A Fictional Story by Rustyleaks.
“Sit on the bed and wait.” She had said flatly. Zero emotion. A simple command before entering the bathroom and shutting the door. The sound of the door locking behind her had twisted a heavy knot in his stomach. This was the first time she had ever shut the door to shower, let alone lock him out. Part of him had wanted to cry, but he knew that would only make him look even more pathetic than he already did.
Dread pulled his shoulders into a deep slouch as his mind began to pore over the worst-case scenarios that could happen after her shower.
Was she going to break up with him? Honestly, he wouldn’t blame her if she did.
She was nothing short of amazing. A hard-working project manager whose salary was triple that of his. She was absolutely beautiful, from her clear blue eyes and long brown hair all the way down to her toned legs that magnetically pulled stares from everyone, men and women alike, who saw her walk by in heels. She was an amazing cook when she had time for it, fiercely devoted to the gym work every day, and always making friends wherever she went. All of Luke’s friends had sworn he had won the lottery by landing her.
Luke, on the other hand, was introverted and shy. He worked out, but he always felt insecure about his arms whenever he looked in the mirror. He was at least handsome, he would tell himself. His biggest boast was that he never lied and would never cheat. However, not lying isn’t the same as being 100% honest. Luke had been keeping a very big secret from Caitlin, and she had discovered it a week ago.
Luke was addicted to porn. It was a closeted addiction, one that started many years before he ever met Caitlin. It had started innocently enough. Big-titted pornstars giving POV blowjobs. Then it evolved into milf porn and then orgies, and then one day he watched his first cuckold film. At first he was disgusted with it and turned it off, losing all interest in jerking off that day. But the clip stuck with him. The pornstar had berated her “husband” for having a small penis and never satisfying her, then taunted him while getting fucked by a man with a giant cock. The big cocked man fucked the woman in every imaginable position until she begged for him to cum inside her. His cock had pulsed inside of her as he spilled his seed deep into her pussy while she moaned in ecstasy, her legs trembling in the air. She then made her cuckold husband lick her cum-filled pussy while she told him what a pathetic loser he was. The cum eating had grossed Luke out, but the reason he couldn’t shake the memory of the film was that the cuck husband’s cock was nearly identical to his own. Luke always knew he didn’t have a pornstar cock and that had never bothered him before, but after seeing a woman mock one that was his size, he began to feel extremely insecure. He wondered if he had ever satisfied any of the women he had hooked up with. The video continued to haunt him. Suddenly, cuckold porn was being constantly recommended to him the moment he opened the porn site. It wasn’t long before that was almost exclusively what he masturbated to.
When he started dating Caitlin, he’d made a point to perfect his oral skills to compensate for what he now considered to be a subpar cock. He loved feeling her thighs tense against his head while he swirled his tongue around her clit, and even though her pussy gripped his cock like a vice, he still felt inadequate whenever he’d thrust inside of her. He knew the only time she came from his cock was when she was on top grinding into him, but she never complained or mentioned anything to make him believe she wasn’t satisfied. Eventually his insecurity could take it no longer, and he asked her if she thought his cock was small.
The question had taken her completely by surprise, and her first response was that he was perfect the way he was. He pressed her about her exes, and eventually she revealed that her most recent ex had been well endowed. That truth had hit Luke like a ton of bricks. It hurt his feelings but turned him on at the same time. Caitlin insisted that size didn’t matter to her and that oral skills were much more enjoyable to her than being “split by a log”, and that her ex had refused to eat her pussy. This was some comfort to Luke, but his mind could not shake the image of Caitlin getting railed by a giant cock.
Everything fell apart 7 days ago. Caitlin was preparing to leave town for a week-long business trip to Chicago. Her phone was on the charger in the kitchen while she was packing her bags, and she wanted to check her flight status. Chicago had been experiencing inclement weather conditions and several flights from the previous day had been delayed or canceled. Thinking nothing of it, she had flipped open his laptop to search her flight number and came face to face with a giant cock.
A porn site was opened, and the video was paused 5 minutes in with a young blonde pornstar kneeling in front of an enormous cock, her lips wrapped around the head as she looked up hungrily at the man it belonged to. Beside her was a balding man with his hand pressed between his legs. His cock was enclosed in a small clear plastic tube. Beneath the video, she saw “Cuckold Sessions: Anita Gold Full Movie,” which is the title of the 37-minute film. A list of thumbnails to the side indicated that this was but one video in an entire playlist titled “Cuckold Favorites”.
Caitlin had stared in disbelief for several minutes before her shock turned to anger. She hated porn and had mentioned her thoughts on the subject with Luke on several occasions, and he had always voiced his agreement on the matter. A few clicks on the mousepad revealed that he had been watching these videos almost every day for over a year and that his entire favorites folder was full of porn links.
Luke entered the bedroom to find her staring at the screen, and his heart had nearly stopped. She turned and looked at him, disgust and disappointment in her gaze, but she said nothing. He had tried to stammer out an apology, but she stopped him. Several moments of silence followed, during which he hung his head in shame as she stared coldly at him. Then she turned back to his laptop, checked her flight information, closed it, and packed it into her carry-on bag.
“I’m going to be late for my flight.” She stated. “I’m extremely disappointed in you, Luke. This behavior is unacceptable. I don’t have the right words right now. I need some time to process this. Do not text me, do not call me. We will discuss this when I return next week, if I can stomach the sight of you. I’m taking your laptop with me for now, as I’m not comfortable leaving it with you. I’d take your phone, too, if you didn’t need it for work, but know that I will be going through it when I get back, and I had better not find anything deleted from its history.”
With that, she had gathered her bags and left, leaving Luke in the bedroom staring at the floor. He was mortified and vomited in the toilet after he heard her car pull out of the driveway. That week had been the longest week of his life. The urge to type out paragraphs of apologies tormented him all week, and the horror of knowing she had his laptop, including his browser history, kept him tossing and turning every night.
Finally, the shower turned off, bringing Luke’s attention back to the locked bathroom door. He could hear the soft sounds of her drying off, and he suddenly realized that he might never get to see her naked again. The thought sent a cold shiver through his body.
Then he heard the latch of the door lock pop as she opened the door. Caitlin stepped out in her floral bathrobe, tied tightly around her waist, and her hair wrapped in a towel. She paused for a moment and looked at him. His eyes fell to the floor in shame as she walked over to the bed and sat next to him. He could feel her eyes burning a hole in him, and he slowly lifted his gaze to meet hers. Her face was emotionless; her large, clear eyes stared deep into his own.
“Give me your phone.” She commanded softly. Luke dug it out of his pocket and placed it in her waiting hand. She set it on the nightstand and turned back to him.
“Luke,” she began. Her tone was calm and firm. “I cannot even express how hurt and angry I was at you the first two days I was gone. The fact that you’ve been watching porn religiously for over a year KNOWING how much I dislike it nearly ruined my business trip. I almost had to call in sick that first day from how angry I was.” She let her words hang in the air for a few moments.
“Then I realized that your addiction and lack of control should not affect my career. I can’t allow your actions to interfere with my ability to perform my job. This is your fuck up. Not mine.”
Luke nodded. He felt tears fill his eyes. He could tell how much this had hurt her, and he wished he could go back in time and stop himself from ever watching porn.
“I went through your browser history in my evenings off at the hotel.” She continued, shifting herself to face him. “I didn’t watch any of that filth you had saved, but I took note of the recurring theme. I had to Google what a cuckold was, and you can imagine my surprise when I read the description.”
Luke lowered his head.
“Look at me, Luke.”
He looked back into her eyes. He felt so small and exposed.
“‘A man who takes pleasure in watching his partner receive sexual pleasure from another’.” She quoted from memory. “Is that what you are?”
Luke didn’t know whether to respond.
“Do you want to see me get fucked by someone else?” She asked.
Luke bit his lip. And slowly shook his head.
“I don’t believe you,” Caitlin replied, rising from the bed and standing in front of him, looking down at his slouched figure.
“The browser history only goes back a year, so I can assume you’ve been watching cuckold porn for a much longer time.” She crossed her arms and shifted her weight to one leg. “You’ve probably jerked off to cuckold porn more times than you’ve been inside of me. Isn’t that right?”
Luke nodded defeatedly. To deny it would be a lie. He watched it almost every day, sometimes several times a day.
“Now I’m going to be honest with you. I fully intended to break up with you when I returned from Chicago. In fact, the whole trip there, that was all I could think about. But after discovering what a cuckold is, I began doing some research on the subject.” She began walking towards her suitcases.
Luke watched her feet as she walked softly across their room.
“It occurred to me that this fantasy, or rather, this obsession of yours, is extremely taboo, and I understand why you would want to keep it a secret.” She began opening her checked bag. Her back was to Luke, and even bent over in her bathrobe, her firm ass was noticeable.
“However,” she continued. “That is still no excuse for your actions. We are supposed to be open and honest with each other. And if you can’t trust me with your deepest and darkest desires, then what’s the point of being together?”
Luke knew that was a rhetorical question, so he remained silent.
“But I know them now.” She zipped up her suitcase and turned back towards him. She held a small black bag. “And as I mentioned before, I did a lot of research on the subject over the last week. Quite the rabbit hole if I’m being honest.”
Caitlin walked back to the bed and sat beside him.
“I’m going to ask you some questions. Please be completely honest with me. How you answer will determine how this night, and our relationship, will continue. Understand?”
Luke nodded.
“Use your words.”
“Yes, I understand.”
“Good.” She smiled softly.
“Do you think you have a small cock?”
Luke’s eyes widened. He wasn’t expecting that question to fall so deliberately. His instinct told him to scream “No!” but he knew that she’d know the truth.
“Yes.”
Caitlin nodded approvingly. “And do you think your small cock cannot satisfy me?”
“Yes.”
“Have you thought about me getting fucked by a bigger cock while you watch?”
“Yes,” Luke whispered, hanging his head.
Caitlin placed her fingers under his chin and lifted his gaze back to hers.
“Thank you.” She smiled affectionately at him. “See? That wasn’t so hard.”
Luke nodded. A huge weight felt like it had been lifted from his shoulders. Years of keeping his dirty fantasy buried had suddenly felt ridiculous. How could he have been so stupid as not just to try to talk about this with her before this ordeal?
“I’m so sorry, Caitlin.” He felt a tear run down his cheek as he spoke. “I just thought you’d think I was some disgusting pervert and leave me if I told you these feelings I had.”
“And you almost lost me from keeping it a secret.” She wiped his tear away with her thumb.
Luke nodded. “I know. It’s just so hard to think about. Because I love you so much, but I can’t help that I feel so inadequate.”
Caitlin stroked his cheek softly. “You’re not inadequate. You’re just smaller than most men. As I mentioned earlier, size doesn’t matter to me. Who you are matters more to me than a few inches.” Her tone shifted, and she chuckled. “And your mouth more than makes up for any inadequacies you may think you have.”
“Really?”
“Luke.” Caitlin leaned forward, her eyes pierced him like a knife. “Nobody has ever gone down on me the way you do. Any woman would kill to have her pussy worshipped the way you worship mine.”
Luke smiled; he could tell she was telling the truth, not just saying it to make him feel better.
“Now about your fantasy.” Caitlin began to open the black bag in her hands. “I’ve decided to give it a shot. After reading about it, I believe we might be able to figure something out so that we can both explore this new chapter together. Fantasies are complex. Sometimes you think you want something, but in reality, it’s just a kinky thought that turns you on. So, to ensure we handle this correctly, I want to be clear that at any time, if either of us feels uncomfortable or regretful, we can call the whole thing off. Understand?”
Luke wasn’t sure he believed what he was hearing, but he nodded quickly.
“Good.” Caitlin smiled warmly and reached into the little bag.
Luke’s eyes widened as she pulled the item from the bag.
In her hand sat a small metal chastity cage. She held it at eye level between them and slowly turned it, observing every angle.
“I’m going to lock you in this.” She stated confidently. “And tomorrow, I’m going to download Tinder.” She looked at him with mischief in her eyes.
Luke gulped and nodded. He couldn’t believe what he was hearing.
“And I’m going to tease you about the men I match with.” Her voice had taken on a sultry tone, dripping with honey. “I’m going to edge that cock every day this week as I tell you about the men messaging me. And I’m going to see if one of them asks me out this weekend.”
Luke’s cock pulsed in his pants.
“And honey.” Her voice lowered as her mouth curved into a sly smile. “You’re going to beg me to go out with him. You’re going to lick my pussy before my date. And you’re going to beg me to fuck him afterward while you sit at home locked in this little cage.”
A moan escaped Luke’s lips as his cock pressed earnestly against his jeans, fully erect.
“And when I get home, I’m going to tell you all about it and make you cum.”
Luke reached for her, but she pressed her hand into his chest.
“No, baby.” She cooed. “You don’t get to touch without permission anymore. You’re my cuckold now, and you must learn your place.”
Luke’s breathing intensified. He felt his cock leaking precum in his pants.
Caitlin smiled.
“Stand up and take your pants off.” She pointed to the floor in front of her.
Luke stood up immediately and tugged his pants and boxers off. His thin five-inch cock sprang out in front of him, the tip slick with precum.
Caitlin made a pouty face. “Oh no! Leaking precum already? This is going to be a long week for you, cuck. Because I’m not going to let you cum until you let another man make me cum.” She reached out and gave his cock a stroke with her index finger, causing it to bob and pulse violently.
She giggled. “Go take a cold shower and come back soft and ready to be locked.”
The End.
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