We Live in a World where Size Really Matters 3

A Fictional Story by Pindickpro.


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Part 3…

Wade sat on the edge of the bed until the voices downstairs softened to murmur, then to silence. The house settled—pipes ticking, wood contracting, the refrigerator humming its single note in the kitchen below. He waited for his father’s heavy footsteps on the stairs, the knock that always came after celebrations, the hand on the shoulder that meant we need to talk man to man. It didn’t come. Perhaps Marcus Harper no longer needed to check on a son who had proven himself. The Alpha card on the desk caught the streetlight filtering through the blinds, a pale rectangle like a door to somewhere else.

He stood. The mattress springs creaked. He walked to the desk and stood over the card—his face, his name, a classification that had already propagated through government servers, credit bureaus, dating compatibility databases. By morning, algorithms would match him with women expecting eight inches. Employers would flag him for leadership tracks. Police would register his biometrics as priority response, elevated status. All of it built on three centimeters of flesh and a stranger’s forgery.

He reached into his jacket, still slung over the chair, and withdrew the other card. Beta-S. The plastic was warm from his body. He ran his thumb over the raised seal, feeling the ridges that marked him substandard, monitored, restricted. Under the mattress it went, pressed against the box spring, hidden like something shameful. Which it was.

“You jerk your little penis and make it happy.”

The woman’s voice in his head, clinical as a dosage instruction. He understood now: she wasn’t permitting him. She was establishing jurisdiction. His body belonged to her now, to the system, to the lie he would perform tomorrow and every day after. The only question was whether he could still access his own pleasure when every nerve ending had been requisitioned for someone else’s purpose.

He undressed without looking in the mirror. The shirt smelled of his father’s cigar smoke from the celebration. The jeans carried the day’s sweat—fear-sweat, different from exertion, sharper. The underwear came last. He hesitated, then stepped out of them. The air of his childhood bedroom felt different against his naked skin. Colder. More attentive.

He didn’t look down at first. He sat on the bed, back straight, hands on his knees, breathing the way he’d learned in the online meditation courses his mother sent him during exam weeks. In for four, hold for four, out for four. The breath moved through him. He tried to locate himself inside it—somewhere between the inhale and exhale, somewhere the classification hadn’t reached yet.

His hand moved anyway.

He didn’t use his whole hand. That would be absurd. Two fingers, the way Sara had held him—thumb and forefinger, forming a circle that made the gesture feel like measurement rather than pleasure. The touch was dry, friction-heavy. He didn’t spit into his palm. Some part of him, perverse and stubborn, wanted to feel the resistance, the reminder that his body wasn’t designed for ease. It took longer than seventeen seconds.

He kept his eyes open, fixed on the Alpha card on the desk. The face there smiled with a confidence he didn’t recognize. He stroked himself softly, small, the pink head barely clearing his fist when he pulled down, retreating almost fully inside his body when he released tension.

The sensation was there—blood moving, nerves firing—but it felt borrowed, like listening to a neighbor’s music through a wall. He could hear the melody but couldn’t locate the source.

His hips jerked once, involuntary. He stopped, forced them still. If he were going to do this, he would do it without performance. Without the gasping and bucking he’d seen in videos, the Alpha displays of virility that seemed to require more inches than he possessed to execute properly. He would find the pleasure in the smallness itself, the concentrated sensitivity of a nerve ending packed too tight, the way a small fire can burn hotter than a large one.

He thought of the examination room. Not Sara’s mockery—that was too easy, too rehearsed—but the moment before she entered, when he’d stood alone under the lights, naked and waiting, his body completely his own for the last time. The fear had been total then, but the ownership had been total too. He tried to touch himself as that man, the man who still believed his body might surprise him, might unfold into something impressive when properly summoned.

It didn’t unfold. It never would. But the memory of hope—that was his, unclassified, unregistered.

His breath shortened. The pleasure built in a tight, focused point, different from the spreading warmth he’d read about in the pamphlets, more like a cramp, like a sneeze, like something his body did to him rather than with him. He watched his stomach quiver with each stroke, the soft flesh rippling, and he didn’t look away. This was his: the jiggle, the smallness, the desperate, mechanical persistence of his own hand.

He came with a sound he didn’t recognize—air pushed through a closed throat, not a moan but a surrender. The release was thin, watery, landing on his thigh rather than arcing. It looked like evidence. Like proof of the Beta-S classification, the body refusing to perform even its most basic function with authority.

He sat there, wet cooling on his skin, hand still loosely circling himself. The aftershocks were tiny, almost imperceptible, little pulses that made his fingers twitch.

Then: nothing.

The silence of the house pressed in. The Alpha card gleamed. Under the mattress, the truth waited. And somewhere in the city, the woman who owned him now slept without dreaming of him, her offer already calcifying into obligation.

Wade wiped his thigh with the bedsheet, pulled his sleep pants up without underwear, and lay back. The ceiling was the same ceiling he’d stared at through childhood fevers, first heartbreaks, insomnia before exams. It had witnessed every version of him. It would witness this one too. He didn’t sleep. He counted the hours until 7:00, until the east service entrance, until he would hand over the forged card and receive whatever came next. His body, small and soft and spent, pressed into the mattress where the real card waited like a second spine.

Downstairs, his family slept the sleep of the righteous. Up here, Wade practiced breathing in for four. Hold for four. Out for four. Waiting for morning, when he would become, officially and forever, a man who carried two bodies—the one he had, and the one they needed him to have.

Wade wakes before the alarm again, eyes gritty, body heavy from a night that never truly became sleep. The messages glow behind his lids every time he closes them. Tomorrow. 7:00. East service entrance. Come alone. Bring the Alpha card. And the questions chase one another in tight circles. Who is she? Government black ops cleaning up inconvenient results? A criminal with access to the central register? Some revolutionary cell that trades forged ranks for leverage? A simple blackmailer who saw the feed of his pink button twitching under Sara’s gloves and decided the Harper name was worth owning? He has no answers. Only the forged gold card on the desk and the real Beta S card still hidden under the mattress like a knife.

He dresses carefully: clean shirt that pulls a little across his soft middle, jeans that sit ordinary and decent, nothing that would invite a second glance at the soft mound between his legs. In the mirror, the charming face looks almost convincing if he ignores the shadows under the eyes. He pockets the Alpha card, double-checks that the bronze truth stays buried, and heads downstairs. The smell of coffee and toast meets him. In the living room, the television is already on. His father sits in the big chair, mother curled against his side, both of them laughing at the screen.

On the TV, a naked Beta man stands under studio lights, slightly soft around the middle, holding a microphone while a jeering audience howls. The man gestures down at the stubby little cock between his thighs, barely two inches, flushed and ridiculous, and delivers another self-deprecating punchline about “trying to high five a woman and missing because the reach just isn’t there.” The camera zooms. The studio roars. Wade’s mother wipes at her eyes, still chuckling. His father snorts, broad Alpha shoulders shaking. “Look at that shrimp. No wonder they put him on the comedy circuit.”

Wade freezes on the bottom step. For one sick second, the man on screen becomes him same soft belly, same sparse hair, same tiny pink shaft presented for public sport and the laughing faces become his parents’. He sees his mother pointing, tears of mirth on her cheeks. He hears his father’s booming voice: That’s our boy. Three point one on a good day. Came in seventeen seconds for the examiner. Heat floods Wade’s face and neck; under the jeans his real cock shrinks tighter against his body as if trying to vanish. The image is so vivid his stomach turns.

His father glances over, still grinning, and waves him closer. “Wade! Watch this. Kid’s hilarious. Absolute bottom-tier Beta and he’s leaning all the way in. Your mother nearly spat her coffee.” He pats the empty cushion. “Sit. You’ll appreciate it more now that you’re properly ranked. Nothing like knowing you’re on the other side of the glass.”

Wade forces the familiar charming smile onto his mouth. It feels like cracking plaster. “Can’t,” he manages, voice almost steady. “I’ve got an appointment. Early one. Have to head out.” He keeps his hands casually in his pockets so no one sees them tremble. On the television, the Beta bends forward, presenting his little package to the howling crowd while a host measures it with exaggerated ceremony. Wade’s own three-point-one-inch secret gives a miserable twitch of pure dread.

Marcus’s face lights with fresh pride. He stands, claps his son hard on the shoulder, the same heavy Alpha hand that has always meant safety and expectation. “Good. Please handle whatever it is, then come straight to the supermarket. I’ve already told the floor managers you’ll be shadowing me starting today. Real management track. No more wondering.” His eyes shine with uncomplicated certainty. “My Alpha boy, finally where he belongs. Don’t keep me waiting too long.”

Wade nods, still smiling that careful, empty smile, and edges toward the door while the television laughter swells again behind him. His mother’s cheerful goodbye follows him out. The morning air hits his face. In his pocket the forged Alpha card sits cool and smooth; under the mattress the real one waits like a deferred sentence. He starts the car, heart hammering, and turns toward the east side of the city, toward the service entrance, toward the woman who holds both his lie and the soft, stubby truth between his legs in the palm of her gloved hand. The clock on the dash reads 6:41. Nineteen minutes until whatever she actually wants begins.

Wade arrived at the address a few minutes before seven.

There was no one there.

He checked the message again, then looked up at the number above the service entrance.

Same address.

“Great,” he muttered.

He pushed open the heavy metal door. The hinges groaned through the quiet morning as he stepped into a dim loading bay. The place looked abandoned—bare concrete, high ceilings, old fluorescent lights. Against the far wall stood a single vending machine, its glass cloudy with age, rows of faded candy bars and soda cans barely visible behind the dirt.

Wade pulled out his phone and checked the address one more time.

Correct.

Before he could put it away, another message appeared.

UNKNOWN: Stand beside the vending machine.

Wade stared at it.

His hands had started shaking again.

Every instinct told him to turn around, get back in his car and forget this ever happened.

Then he thought of his father waiting for him at the supermarket. His mother’s proud smile. The Beta man on television that morning and the way his parents had laughed.

Wade swallowed.

“Okay.”

He crossed the warehouse slowly, each footstep echoing through the space, and stopped beside the vending machine.

Then he waited.

Five minutes.

Seven.

Ten.

Nothing.

Wade tried calling the number.

Straight to voicemail.

He typed a message.

Where are you?

No answer.

He ran a hand through his hair.

“Screw this.”

His voice echoed back at him.

“I’m leaving.”

He pushed away from the vending machine and turned toward the entrance.

Tires screamed outside.

Wade froze.

A black van swung around the corner and stopped directly in front of the service door.

The side door slid open.

Two large men in black masks jumped out.

Wade’s stomach dropped.

“Oh, hell no.”

He ran.

He made it three steps.

One man caught him from behind while the other grabbed his legs. Wade kicked and twisted violently as they lifted him from the ground.

“LET GO OF ME!”

His voice exploded through the warehouse.

“HELP!”

One of the men pinned his arms.

The other pressed something over Wade’s nose and mouth.

A sharp chemical smell filled his lungs.

Wade jerked his head away.

“What the—”

His strength vanished almost immediately.

The room tilted.

His legs stopped fighting.

The vending machine blurred into a smear of light as they carried him toward the van.

“No…”

His voice barely came out.

The ceiling seemed to drift farther away.

His last clear thought was of his father checking the time at the supermarket and wondering where his son was.

Then the van door slammed shut.

Darkness.

A few seconds later, the vehicle pulled away.

The warehouse became silent again.

Wade’s phone remained on the concrete beside the vending machine, its screen still glowing.

Where are you?

No reply ever came.

Wade opened his eyes slowly.

His eyelids felt impossibly heavy, and a dull ache throbbed behind his forehead. He tried to sit up, immediately regretted it, and pressed a hand against his temple as the room tilted around him.

For several seconds, he had no idea where he was.

The last thing he remembered was the warehouse. The van. The chemical smell.

Then darkness.

Wade blinked until the room finally came into focus.

He was lying on an old couch that sagged beneath his weight, its fabric faded and rough. Around him stretched a large concrete room painted in lifeless gray. Exposed pipes crossed the ceiling, one of them leaking steadily into a rusted bucket in the corner.

A scarred wooden table stood in the middle of the room, surrounded by mismatched chairs that looked as though they had been collected from different houses over several decades.

One entire wall had been converted into a makeshift workstation—computer monitors, radios, hard drives and cables tangled together in controlled chaos. Tiny lights blinked across the equipment.

But every chair was empty.

No voices.

No footsteps.

No sign of the men who had taken him.

Wade slowly pushed himself upright and looked around again.

“Hello?”

His voice disappeared into the concrete room.

No one answered.

The only sounds were the slow drip of water from the pipes and the low mechanical hum of the computers along the wall.

Wade rubbed his temple, the ache behind his eyes still pulsing, and pushed himself carefully to his feet. His legs felt weak beneath him, unsteady from whatever they had used to knock him out.

He took a few slow steps forward, trying to understand where he was.

Then he saw the screen.

A large monitor was mounted on the opposite concrete wall, glowing brightly in the dim room.

Wade stopped.

His stomach dropped.

For a second, it felt as if the floor had disappeared beneath him.

There’s a photograph of him on it. Naked.

The image had been taken during yesterday’s NSDP examination.

Wade recognized the room instantly—the white-tiled floor, the harsh, clinical lights, the examination platform.

And himself.

There he was in the center of the frame, naked and exposed, his slightly chubby body tense beneath the lights, his face caught somewhere between embarrassment and fear. It was exactly how he had looked while Sara examined him.

Wade stopped breathing for a moment.

“What the hell…”

The words barely escaped his mouth.

Beside his photograph was another.

Another young man, photographed during an examination under the same harsh white lights.

Wade stepped closer.

The resemblance wasn’t perfect, but it was close enough to make him uneasy. Similar height. Similar build. The same softness around the stomach. The same awkward posture of someone trying not to look afraid while being reduced to measurements.

Wade’s breath caught.

For a moment, he simply stared between the two images.

It didn’t feel like coincidence.

It felt like someone had been looking for a replacement.

The same small penis. The size and shape classification measurements printed under the photo are almost identical to his own. He stares back and forth between the two images, his mind racing to catch up. Under the stranger’s photograph is a name, printed in bold black letters:

MARO.

And beneath it:

BETA-S.

Wade’s eyes narrow, his brow furrowing in confusion. He can feel the hair on the back of his neck standing up, something wrong creeping over him. “What does this guy have to do with me?” he says out loud, still staring at the screen.

Behind him, a woman’s voice answers calmly.

“Everything.”

 

To Be Continued…?

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