SPH-THEMED EROTICA STORIES

Growing up, like most people, I was nude in the appropriate places, swimming, gym classes, etc., and like most young males, I too would look at the others while changing. Until the age of fourteen or fifteen, I was about average in size. Some other boys were bigger, but most were about the same size as me.

At the age of sixteen, I got a summer job that required me to wear a suit. My mother and I went to purchase the suit, and the shopkeeper (who was older than my mother) made sure it fit well. He asked me which side am I was on. I didn’t understand what he was talking about. He asked me four more times, but I was still clueless about his meaning. By the third time, my mother was chuckling, knowing the answer to the question. I, of course, still had no idea what he was talking about. So he began to tuck in my shirt, and as he did, he felt my penis and said, “Oh!”

The shopkeeper realized I was incapable of choosing a side. I felt perplexed: why had this man just touched my penis, and what did he mean by ‘Oh’?

Before this event, I had already lost my virginity, but like most people, the first time is not anything much to write home about. I did penetrate this older girl. She was nineteen, and I was fifteen, but only once. I did have sex with her two more times, but both times I only performed oral on her, and she only jerked me off the second time, but not the third. She told me that she had an older boyfriend and we could not have sex anymore. After, of course, I performed oral sex on her. Again, I had no clue why she treated me this way; I thought it was normal.

I managed to have a few girlfriends, and we did have sex. One girlfriend I took her virginity, so she had, pardon the pun, little to compare with. The other girl I had sex with was not a very happy person anyway, and I think it had little to do with me.

When I was in my early twenties, I had sexual relations with four women who were all under twenty-five. I hooked up with an older woman in her mid-thirties, and she was blunt. She would tell me what to do, and when to do it. However, she always had a few orgasms before I penetrated, and by that time it did not take me long to cum. Once, she told me to lie down on the bed on my back. She made me hard, took an empty toilet roll, placed it over my penis, and stood back laughing.

I asked her what was so funny, and she told me what that ‘toilet paper roll test’ is. Not only did it fit easily over my hard dick, but nothing came out of the top. She told me this meant not only was my dick short, but it’s thin as well. We had sex a few times after this, but after failing the test she began to jerk me off instead of having me penetrate her. She made me use her vibrator to fuck her, as she said I was too small for fucking, I was only good for giving her oral sex.

This really affected me greatly, and I did what I was told, as I liked getting jerked off. It felt better than when I jerked myself off, and boy did I jerk off a lot. However, I like penetration, but I was told I was too small for it. She’d tell me I should look for someone younger than her; they may have a tighter pussy and possibly feel me inside. This relationship was a blow to my ego, which pushed me away from seeking sexual relations. I was now self-conscious of my little penis, but the humiliation was not yet finished.

I was arrested for fraud (nothing to do with my little penis) and was held for a week before I made bail. This meant I was strip-searched many times, and then showering was basically a public show too. Out of twenty guys I had to shower with, I was clearly the smallest.

I got sentenced to two years in jail, and I dreaded the fact I would be showering with many other men. Sadly, I never saw anyone as small as me in prison at any time. 90 to 100 men were in my block, and the shower room was just a large, wet room with 8 showerheads. Having a shower by yourself was impossible, and then seeing every guy had a penis that hung, not always long or thick, but they didn’t have a mushroom penis like me. I was rather shocked to learn I was the smallest in the prison. Thankfully, no one ever said anything in front of me.

I became friends with a tall black man; we had many of the same interests and were actually able to talk without trying to explain what we meant. He had four children, and I even met his wife one day during a visit. One afternoon, I walked into the shower, and there he was. I was rather shocked. There stood a male tripod! I’m standing there naked, and he looked at me and stared at my dick. Well, my little penis does not hang; it just sticks straight out- nothing much to hang. He too giggled when he saw it, but I just stopped in my tracks and stood there looking at his long, thick penis.

I have seen nude males many times by now, and they all have longer and/or thicker penises than my penis, but this man had the biggest dick I have ever seen in my life. His dick almost hung down to his knees! He asked if I was coming in or not as I was standing there like a fool staring at this behemoth cock. I said no, I’ll come back later. How could I stand there naked with my little penis sticking out, beside a man with a penis the size of a small child’s leg! I felt so intimidated.

After that incident, I didn’t shower as often, maybe three times a week at most. My friend was huge, but all the other men were also bigger than me. I was the smallest out of all the men I have ever seen naked. My black friend never spoke of the shower encounter, but I avoided him for a long time after that.

Despite all this, I did manage to marry and have two children. We managed to have intercourse, and I use my mouth and fingers on her. She is happy when I do that. Now, with a difficult illness, I am no longer able to have intercourse, which is OK with my wife. I can use my mouth and four fingers to get her off, which is much bigger than my penis.

I can still jerk off, but only once or twice a month am I able to ejaculate; however, that doesn’t mean I don’t try to jerk off much more. My penis is in bad shape. The head is all marked up from too much pulling, and the shaft is also raw now and then. I love using a wool mitten to jerk off with; the first time it was a little messy, but now I just take the glove off if and when I’m going to ejaculate.

I know fat men usually have smaller penises than skinny men. I was once four and a half inches, and after losing a good deal of weight, my dick is even smaller. I am less than four inches now, and I’m guessing it’s due to blood flow. But despite the lack of blood flow, I’m still able to ejaculate, but not every time I jerk off. I’m guessing about once every four or five jerks off.

I wonder if my choice of porn had anything to do with my inability to ejaculate. I have changed what I like to look at when jerking off. I love big huge vaginas, knowing all so well that I could never enter. I like cuckold porn also; it was when I saw a cuck with a penis in his mouth that I realized that I could do this, and I came very fast when I saw that. My wife, who has two children, is too big for me now, or maybe I’m too small for her, but I don’t think she would allow a BBC or any other penis to fuck her. Of course, she doesn’t know what she’s missing.

Sadly, jerking off is all I can do, other than perform using my mouth and fingers. Mind you, I’m happy that I’m still able to jerk off. It’s just I would like more, which is what most guys with a small penis want anyway. What has been rather surprising about going from a small dick to a smaller one is that I love jacking my small penis. I go much faster with less to stroke!

 

The End.

 

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