Our Readers SPH Experiences 314
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This reader wanted to explore his sissy urges…
A few years back, I wanted to explore my sissy urges and got up the nerve to get an appointment to have a full body wax. I found an all-male shop and was slightly put at ease that a soft gay man would be helping me. After check-in, he told me to take off all my clothes and get on the table with my rear end up in the air on all fours! Wow, jump right into things! I was so anxious I shriveled up to nothing. I worried about popping a woodie while he worked inside my ass cheeks and down my legs, but all fear of that quickly disappeared.
He was so nice and put me at ease. By the time we ended (including tweezing a few stubborn penis hairs under a magnifying glass), I was telling my very first live person my plans to trot around the city in frilly panties before going home and railing myself like a true sissy. I even showed him the panties I brought with me. So what started as extremely anxiety-ridden and embarrassing ended up totally fulfilling and exciting!
Another reader also remembers his first sissy experience…
When I was younger, my brother’s girlfriend dressed me up in her clothes. I’ve got a really good memory. It’s not always a good thing. I remember her putting makeup on me, panties and a bralette. Then she put a dress on me. But while I was undressing, she said to me, “Well, it looks like your brother got the better genes,” while looking at my penis. Then, when she handed me the panties said, “That belongs in these anyway.”
At the time, I didn’t really understand what that meant. But as I got older and more experienced, I realized she was rubbishing my small dick. I think a lot of my kinks and sexual nature tie into that first experience.
Meanwhile, this reader’s mother took control…
As a young adult, somehow, some way, my mother saw my soft penis. She was trying to be helpful but wasn’t nice about it either. One day, she asked me to show it to her properly as, as she thought there was an issue. Once she got a good look at my one-inch soft penis, she essentially said it hadn’t grown since I was a little boy. She blamed it on wearing tight briefs and thick denim jeans all day, every day.
By hook or by crook, she convinced me to let her take my jeans and underwear and then showed me what I had to wear for the next year. They were those thin cotton Soffe cheer shorts. She said loose, breathable fabric would let it grow. However, when I put them on, they were either a size too tight or not intended for a male.
My penis, when soft, is just the acorn tip wrapped in a bit of foreskin. The shorts just hugged it snugly, keeping the little tent on prominent display, but my mother already had my bottoms. From spring until fall for two years, she would take me everywhere and keep me out of the house in those revealing short shorts. Fresh air was good for the little thing.
While this reader has some severe shrinkage while skinny dipping…
I went on a school field trip to a forest for a nature class we had at my school. It was a mixed-gender Christian school, but the field trip was an all-boys outing (they were worried that couples would sneak off and have sex in the woods if they went together), so it wound up being just a group of guys joking around in the woods. We had a campsite with several tents and sleeping bags set up, and around 9:30, my teacher, an older man, told us to go to bed. Of course, we were teenagers, so around 10, we made sure he was asleep and snuck out.
None of us had a plan, and we obviously didn’t have any alcohol, so we decided to skinny-dip. All of us undressed and got into the cold lake water before getting out about 10 minutes later due to the extreme cold. Not to hype up the friends I had at the time, but they all had notably large penises. The smallest, besides myself, was about 4 inches soft (I’m guessing, since I didn’t exactly ask), and the largest had double the size of the small one, so around 9 inches or more.
As we were just in the cold water, theirs had probably shrunk a bit, meaning they were even bigger than what they had been when they got out. I, on the other hand, had shrunk down to a flaccid inny in the cold water. Everybody tried to avoid staring since this was a Christian school, and they didn’t want to be seen as gay. As tempted as I was to say something about it, I didn’t want them to know how tiny my penis was since I assumed that it would spread like wildfire around the school.
This female reader had a disappointing night with a gold member…
I’m 19F, and I was hooking up with a guy called Ollie, 20M, and it was the worst sex of my life. He had normal-sized condoms and a gold member dick. So, when he put it on, it just slipped off, which made me laugh, and then I felt so bad I said he could try without one. We started in missionary, and he couldn’t find my vaginal entrance for ages until I put it in for him. Still, it was so small he kept slipping out and poking it against me. This went on for like 2 minutes until he got fed up with me giggling and told me to get into a doggy position.
I did, and then he just rubbed it up against my ass for about 30 seconds, moaning like crazy until he finished on my ass and then said, “Wow, that was so good.”
I couldn’t help myself, so I told him, “You know you didn’t actually get it in, do you?”
Which made him start to beg me for another chance. I refused and made myself cum in his bed next to him and then left early in the morning.
Another reader likes to show off what he lacks…
That day at the pool with my friend started me getting into showing off my small package. So I went ahead and bought Speedos a size smaller and headed to the pool to just swim some laps and show off.
The new pair in size medium was a very tight fit. It had to sit very low on my waist and was so tight at the back that my butt was just covered. I had a very fit build at that time. In the front, however, there was still enough room left for my package, but it was snug against everything. My small balls were compressed against my body, so they couldn’t really form a bulge. It was just my tiny flaccid dick visible that had enough room to point in a direction.
Before I walked out of the changing room, I purposefully took a very cold shower. I pointed my shrunken dick up to look as small and ridiculous as possible. I walked past a group of girls who looked and started giggling to themselves. An older woman took a glance at my tiny bulge and looked me in the eyes to smile at me. I was feeling so embarrassed.
After I finished swimming some laps, I lay down in the grass at a point where many people crossed to show off my ridiculously tiny package some more. I noticed a few more glances, which all made me very excited. I was so horny on my way home.
Another reader had a light bulb moment…
I live in an apartment and know my neighbors pretty well. I put on pajamas to take out my garbage. I didn’t have any underwear on, and my fly was unbuttoned. An older lady asked me to change her outside bulb on my way in. I was on a step ladder, and my fly bulged open. She started looking and then started texting on her phone. I could feel the air on my shriveled dick. She thanked me, and I went inside.
Meanwhile, this reader recalls his time showing his small dick on Omegle…
This is a re-creation of an encounter I had on Omegle when it was still active. It’s been a few years since this happened, but I’ve tried to write it as I remember it. Kylie from Omegle, if you’re reading this and remember your encounters with Zach, hit me up.
I had tried using Omegle in search of SPH a few times before, but I had not had any success so far. For the most part, Omegle was filled with other lonely men looking for the same thing I was. Still, I remained hopeful. With my roommates gone for the night, I had the apartment all to myself. I decided to go on another search for humiliation. I navigated back to the site, put “SPH” in the interests box, and started a video chat.
At first, things seemed normal. Men and black screens claiming to be men. I skipped and skipped until I came to another person with their webcam off. The screen read:
Stranger: Hey
Me: Hey, 21m
Stranger: 19f
I immediately felt butterflies in my stomach. A woman with SPH as one of her interests? I looked back at the screen.
Stranger: So, can I ask
Me: Ask what?
Stranger: Is it tiny?
I felt my erection strain against my underwear as I wrote back.
Me: It’s (Bronze Member) hard. Is that tiny?
Stranger: Omg
Stranger: I guess I’d have to see it to say for sure
Me: You want to see it?
Stranger: Sure, strip.
Taking my cue, I moved the laptop off of me and stripped naked. I sat back on the bed and placed the laptop between my legs, my bronze member erection showing in the camera as I waited for her reaction.
Stranger: Omg baby
Stranger: That’s pretty small
Me: So you wouldn’t fuck me?
Stranger: No
Stranger: I wouldn’t even feel that
Me: You probably wouldn’t even touch it
Stranger: I’d touch it, but I wouldn’t fuck it
Stranger: Are you a virgin?
I felt my face flush with embarrassment as I wrote back.
Me: Yes
Stranger: Not surprised, lol
Stranger: Stroke it
I obeyed immediately, noticing how little my hand moved as I stroked quickly up and down. I looked back at the chat and saw a new message.
Stranger: Show me your face
I tried to avoid showing my face whenever possible. Still, I was already so horny and getting close to orgasm, so I slid the laptop back and adjusted the camera to show my face as I jerked.
Stranger: You’re cute
Stranger: Too bad about the lil whiteboi dick
That was the first time a woman had called me cute. With the context of the humiliation that followed, it was even stranger to hear from her. It must have been genuine because the humiliation certainly felt genuine. I felt myself nearing closer to orgasm. Never had I been so humiliated for my size and lack of experience. I was getting closer and closer.
Stranger: Stop touching it
I let go as she commanded, but I was too close to cumming already. I let out a moan as my penis throbbed, and a few drops of cum dribbled out. I couldn’t believe it. I had just unintentionally given myself a ruined orgasm after only a minute of jerking.
Stranger: omg, lol
Stranger: Ruined, huh
Me: Yes
Stranger: good
Stranger: If you were with me, every orgasm would be like that
I bowed my head in embarrassment at my pathetic performance. Never in my wildest dreams had I imagined an encounter so humiliating.
Stranger: I like you, haha
Stranger: You’re fun
Stranger: What’s your name
Me: Zach
Stranger: I’m Kylie
Me: Nice to meet you, Kylie
Stranger: You too
Stranger: Do you have another load of those tiny balls for me?
I didn’t know if I did or not, but considering this was the most aroused I had ever been in my life, I sent back “yes.”
Stranger: Jerk
I obeyed, hoping not to cum in another 60 seconds.
Stranger: So cute
Stranger: And pathetic
Stranger: I don’t fuck anyone under 7 inches, and my bf is a lot bigger than that.
Me: How big is your bf?
Stranger: Guess
Me: 9
Stranger: bigger
Me: 10?
Stranger: 11
All I could say was Wow. Eleven inches was over twice my size.
Me: I’m not even half the man he is
Me: he’s probably bigger soft than I am, hard
Stranger: Oh, he definitely is, lol
Stranger: Are you close?
I knew she was asking because I came so fast the first time.
Me: No
Stranger: I was surprised you ruined that first one so quickly, haha
Stranger: keep jerking tiny dick
And I did. I stroked and stroked but felt no closer to cumming a second time. Kylie continued to humiliate me.
Stranger: This is so pathetic, lol
Stranger: your dick is so fucking small
Stranger: That is so embarrassing, Zach
I strained and tried in vain to cum for her.
Stranger: I’d just lock that little dick up
Stranger: and have you watch me fuck my bf
Stranger: he hits spots you can’t
Stranger: come on a tiny dick
I jerked and jerked but got no closer. Finally, I gave up. “I don’t think I’m going to cum,” I said out loud.
Stranger: Wow, you’re really showing me everything here
Me: What do you mean
Stranger: tiny dick, cum quickly the first time, and can’t cum the second time
Stranger: So adorable, lol
I had never felt more pathetic in my life.
Stranger: You really are cute
Stranger: Have you ever been pegged?
Me: No
Stranger: You’d be so cute getting pegged, haha
Stranger: I hope I come across you again sometime
Me: Me too, haha
With that, we disconnected. However, it wouldn’t be the last time we came across each other on Omegle.
While this reader had a run-in with the law…
I’m a bartender, and I worked the closing shift tonight. Drunk driving is a significant problem in my town, a small, rural midwestern community. Consequently, the police tend to congregate around the bars at 2:00 am and follow drivers, attempting to issue DUIs.
A little context for my current life. My girlfriend is on a work trip, and while I was at work, she sent me a text saying she missed me. She then sent a rather provocative picture and asked me to send her a picture of my little guy in return. I’m just a gold member and get quite embarrassed by my size, but I love her, so when she asks for a picture, im more than happy to send it to her.
Well, I rushed to the bathroom, sent her the picture, closed my bar while stone-cold sober, and hopped in my car to head home and Facetime my lady. A police officer saw me leave, followed me, and eventually pulled me over, having caught me traveling four miles per hour over the speed limit as I descended the hill. The lights came on, and I got pulled over. I quickly grabbed my license and my registration, but my insurance card was just a photo on my phone (I’m sure you can see where this is going).
The cop walked up to the window. She appeared to be in her late 30s and told me she had pulled me over for speeding, asking to see my license, registration, and insurance. I handed her the first two and explained that the last one was on my phone. She ordered me to show her, and I pulled my phone out, opened the camera roll, and there it was: a picture of my gold member boner, clear as day for her to see.
To her credit, she handled herself very professionally as I profusely apologized and explained the situation. Maybe I imagined it, but it definitely seemed like she stifled a giggle as she told me that it was ‘certainly no BIG deal.’ Again, I might have overreacted, but it definitely seemed as though she emphasized the word’ big. ‘ I then found the picture of my insurance. She let me off with a warning and made me promise that I’d be more careful next time, to both not speed and not accidentally show off my ‘little friend.’
I know this story is nothing crazy. It’s not like the female cop made me strip down in public or anything. However, I am still rock hard at her comments and the fact that she’s definitely told all her friends about the little dick that she saw tonight when she thought she was pulling over a drunk driver. All in all, I only got a couple of warnings and a great memory to jerk off to.
This reader was tagged on Snapchat…
One of my worst experiences was when a girl from my college attended the same high school as one of my college friends. In early freshman year, we hooked up. We were making out she put her hands down my pants and moved around, trying to find my dick. Then when she finally grabbed my dick which was only the head. I’m a gold member of the small dick club.
She made a small giggle, then pulled my pants off, and after maybe 20 seconds of her giving me a blowjob, I came hard. Her head went back, and she spit my jizz out and was so shocked and asked how I came that fast, which almost always happens. She then started to laugh and was so amused about how I’m the smallest and fastest dick she had been with, and she put her finger on my dick and started poking and flicking it.
This girl eventually posted a Snapchat story, tagging me and saying, “One inch, one pump, what a chump.”
Another reader compared dicks with his friend…
So I’m not gay, and neither is my friend, but one day, we were playing some games online, and the topic of dick sizes came up. We’re both 18, and we’ve never really talked about it. And I’ve kind of always had an SPH fetish, so I was hoping maybe to get some casual SPH out of this. And I was right.
We talked, and he said he had a tiny flaccid dick. I was a little disappointed, as he said he was like a toddler, flaccid, and that was all that came of it. The next day, he reported that he measured 3.5 inches flaccid and 7 inches hard.
I was shocked, as I’m 2 inches flaccid and (Silver Member) hard. I told him that, and he laughed, saying, “Wow, and I thought I was small soft.”
It was rather humiliating. Plus, my friend had a girlfriend, and he was saying how even she commented on how small and cute his soft dick was, and I was just thinking about what she’d say about my hard penis if she knew.
Then, a few weeks ago, we were hanging out, and the topic came up again. We compared notes, and his was significantly thicker as well. It was so hot and humiliating at the same time. I just wanted to take a pic, but sadly, I didn’t. Sorry if this is too long for just a casual SPH, but I found it really interesting.
Meanwhile, this reader didn’t have a happy ending after all…
I am of Asian descent and frequently travel to Germany for work. Additionally, my wife, whom I met during one of these work trips, is also German. During one of my work trips to Germany, I visited a local spa offering massage services. It was a full-body massage. I had to lie on the table naked. At first, I was face down, but the woman who was massaging me asked if I wanted a happy ending, and I simply replied, ‘Yes. ‘
So, while massaging my lower body, she kept fondling my balls and dick to get it erect (I did get a full erection, but I’m a silver member of the small dick club, and she thought it would get bigger and kept continuing). In the end, she asked me to turn around and had a look at my small dick and, after seeing it, asked if I had a girlfriend.
I replied that I have a fiance, and she murmured, “Poor woman, I feel so bad for her,” in German.
The woman didn’t know I understood German. This was a relatively minor incident I experienced. It was somewhat awkward for me at the time because I wasn’t into SPH or any other similar things.
While this reader had a memorable concert experience…
I had a short but memorable experience when I was around 16. I was out with friends at some event. Maybe a concert, I don’t recall exactly (I’m now 51). I was in the urinal taking a piss in the men’s toilet. I was just finishing off by giving it a good shake. Two girls, unknown to me, were using one of the cubicles, as the ladies’ room was full. They looked over, laughed, and said, “There’s not much there is there,” and left. It must have taken all of five seconds, but I have thought about it many times over the years.
This reader has the perfect wife…
As I shared in another first post, I became aware of the power of large cocks over small ones after I learned my younger brother had a larger cock. Not just that his cock was the larger one, but mine was pretty small and very thin. I am still attracted to women, but I’ve found that much of what I try is useless. My wife has told me several times that she can’t feel me inside her and has made it known many times that I am the smallest and definitely the quickest man she has ever been with.
She told me that she wanted me inside of her only for the emotional bond, not for satisfaction. In fact, she has laughingly told me that I am, in fact, the worst fuck that she has ever had. She regularly laughs at me when I’m naked, especially when my disappearing cock is covered over by my bush so that I like the k more like I have a cunt than a cock. Once, she even threw a pair of panties at me and said since it looks like I have a pussy I should dress appropriately.
I have suggested other men, but my wife is afraid that once she goes back to real men, as she likes to say, she won’t want to be with me any longer. Of course, all of that turns me on, which makes her laugh even more. She gets off harder playing with herself watching big cock porn than she can with me. She also likes it because I get turned around from watching real men and their big cocks.
She gets me off by telling me about times with others, including her big dick ex. She also likes to hear about the women who have rejected me, made fun of me, or were mean to me. She loves to hear about the big cocks that I’ve been with. She likes calling me the woman and tells me that I should be gay since I can only satisfy men as long as they don’t want a man. She agrees with me that little boys like me should be dominated by real men who can actually satisfy women or men.
All of that turns me on to no end. It’s the life of a small dick, prejac boy.
*These SPH experiences have been edited to fix spelling, punctuation, & basic grammar, but the stories have remained the same. Erect dick sizes have been edited to be either Gold, Silver, Bronze, or Average. The opinions/views expressed in these SPH experiences (and in any comments) are those of the authors and do not represent this site. We support freedom of speech. Some of these “confessions” have been taken from Reddit.