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My dick is four inches long, fully erect, a source of embarrassment for decades, and one of the reasons I see only sex workers – escorts and masseuses. It was 4.5 inches long in high school, and I suspected back then it was on the smaller side, but it wasn’t until I got into my early 20s and stopped growing that I realized how inadequate my size is.

Having had few dates and no steady girlfriend into my early 20s, I was pretty much relegated to satisfying my needs with professionals. I was even embarrassed to reveal my little cock to them, though no one ever laughed at me or ridiculed it since I was paying them.

The first time I embraced small penis humiliation happened by accident at an Asian massage parlor I frequented about once a month in my early to mid-20s. The ladies came to recognize me and, a couple of times, chastised me for doing this, telling me I was too young and good-looking and should find a girlfriend. I appreciated the kind words, but I also grew a little tired of hearing them every time.

One time, one of my regulars, a stunningly sexy mature woman who must have been pushing 50, with big, beautiful, enhanced breasts that I always enjoyed fondling and sucking on, again asked me why I didn’t have a girlfriend, as I’m lying on my back naked on the massage table and she’s stroking my cock. I finally blurted out, “We broke up.” And then I added, “She said my dick is too small.” Why I added that second comment, I have no idea. Of course, I never had a girlfriend, so this was BS. But a girl leaving me due to my small dick was entirely believable.

Oddly, my dick seemed to get harder when I made this false confession to this hot lady who could have been a granny. Her tone suddenly changed from a stern lecture to sympathy. “You dick not small,” she said in a Chinese accent. “Nice ding-dong. Like a mushroom.” She was referring to the prominent head, the best feature of my otherwise unspectacular cock. She told me that “my ex-girlfriend” wasn’t good enough for me and that I needed to find a nice girl. And then she gave me the best handjob I’d ever experienced while offering me up her beautiful boobies to suck on.

After that encounter, on subsequent visits to that establishment and a couple of others, my routine would be the same. After being led to the massage room by the lady at the front desk, paying for the session, and being told to undress and wait for my attendant, I would sit completely naked on the table and make sure I was as flaccid as possible. I never knew which attendant I’d get; sometimes it was someone I’d seen before, and sometimes someone new. I always got a huge thrill from having my tiny dick exposed to her when she walked through the curtains. After making eye contact and saying hello, they invariably would look down to see my little dick, which must have been between one and two inches long, soft. I imagined them laughing inside and hoped one would cover her mouth and giggle, but they just smiled.

This was about 35 years ago. Now, after a failed marriage, I find myself once again employing the services of sex workers. I have found a new regular Asian massage parlor, one with a table shower, and I’m all in on small penis humiliation.

Oddly, in my old age, I find it difficult to stay soft in that environment because I’m so excited for what’s about to happen. So I’ll sit there with a towel wrapped around my erection, waiting for my attendant. She enters, greets me, and heads to the adjacent room to warm up the water and prepare the table shower before summoning me. I remove the towel with a full-fledged hard-on (four inches in all its glory), and I’ll point between my legs and comment something along the lines of “My dick likes you,” before lying face down on the table and getting washed and scrubbed. Then, on the flip, with my dick sticking straight up, I’ll make comments like:

“Sorry, I have a small dick.”

“This smallest dick you’ve seen?”

“You like my little dick?”

“My girlfriend broke up with me last week because she wants a guy with a big dick.”

I think these ladies have yet to grasp this kink, not realizing I want them to mock and ridicule my size. So they’ll respond by telling me my dick isn’t small, it’s average or typical. One bent down and kissed the head, saying how much she liked it. Another told me it’s about the same size as her husband’s in China (LOL!).

Sure, I’d love to have a big dick. Hell, I’d settle for average or even just one more inch. But it is what it is, and I’ve learned to live with it. I know there’s little chance it can satisfy a woman during intercourse, though many of the escorts I see are sweet about it and tell me I brought them to orgasm. I highly doubt I’ll ever get into a relationship again, for many reasons, not the least of which is that my little dick surely will disappoint the lady. Thank goodness there are many sex workers to fulfill my needs.

 

The End.

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