Is it possible to have a regular relationship with a small penis?

I’m starting with my own personal story. Fortunately or unfortunately, depending on how you look at it, I’ve never had a crazy SPH situation where I was seen naked or anything, well, at least not since I was six.

But I had a few embarrassing moments as a teenager. I was always the stereotypical nerdy loner for the most part, at least, with my time at a private school being (it got better when I went to a public school, more people, more diversity, and I had a friend group).

That specific period was especially awkward since I was a teen dealing with hormones, but was also kind of indirectly bullied by a girl at the time. It was overtly open, but she was more the somewhat bitchy, popular type who liked to make mocking, passive-aggressive remarks.

And it was definitely a confusing feeling at the time as I both hated and loved everything about this girl. It was the first time I started to realize that my dick was my second brain. On the other hand, I was in love with another girl who was more typically nerdy, very sweet and shy, but also gorgeous, very slim, and fit. She shared certain interests I had and was overall kind to everyone. On the other hand, I struggled hiding my boner next to my “bully” (let’s call her Nat), a thick girl, super popular, very cocky, and sassy, who didn’t take me seriously at all. She unsurprisingly became the source of many of my fantasies.

My worst SPH incident was more linked to her best friend, though. She was your more typical tomboy. The teacher was absent, and according to private school rules, we weren’t allowed to leave. Most of the time, I stayed on my own in a corner, but that day, I heard my classmates talk about sex, and being the gross perv I was, I couldn’t help but join, which definitely made me look like a freak.

The embarrassment happened later when boys started comparing their dick size, most mentioning 15 or 16 cm. One guy asked from around the class, “whispering.” I knew I was probably small at the time, but I didn’t have a clear idea of it at the time. I lifted my hand as a “I dunno” sign, but the guy understood it as me raising five fingers. He said it out loud, catching the ears of the tomboy girl, whom he thought was his friend, and who wanted to tease him.

However, the guy, being an obnoxious bro, didn’t hesitate to point at me and tell her my dick was 5 cm (basically 2 inches). She turned her head towards me, and I just kinda froze. She didn’t comment and just gave an “ew” face. The worst part is that this was far from the truth. Even to this day, my soft penis is basically a one-incher.

It was especially embarrassing at the time, knowing she was best friends with Nat, and could have easily told all the girls.

The other is a more subtle one, one I might have just made up in my head, but the innuendo felt hard to ignore. I was once writing a text on the board, but my spelling isn’t great. My teacher told me that I had forgotten an “e” at the end of a word, but it was just a mistake in the way it was written. Nat noticed this and kinda of sounded like she wanted to help, but I really can’t ignore the phrasing.

“No ma’am, he did write the e, you just can’t see it because it’s very small.”

I swear I heard giggles from the other girls at that point. I awkwardly and somewhat angrily tried to erase the letter and write it again, but I think I ended up making it even smaller…

Sorry if those stories were boring. I never had anything too crazy, but they were enough for Nat to become a big part of my fantasies. I honestly think she partially influenced my humiliation fetish. She had everything I told myself I didn’t find attractive in a woman, yet I was obsessed with her. Jerking off to her, making fun of me, making a routine for me. I even had a handful of dreams about her; one of which was her dragging me in front of my college in just a towel before pulling it away and exposing me to everyone.

That’s basically my lived-in story. Other than that, I became obsessed with various humiliation fetishes throughout my teenage years and up to this day. At first, it started with just regular Embarrassed Naked Male (ENM), but when I realized the importance of penis size, it turned into SPH. I’m honestly afraid to admit that my excessive masturbation and desire to fantasize about being small might actually be one of the reasons why my penis is as small as it is today.

As I said, my penis is basically 1 inch soft. When hard, I’m only 3.5 inches with a penis that bends a bit. Yes, I’m a Gold Member of the small dick club.

Now, throughout all these years exploring this fetish, I did find myself into most stuff you might have seen on this fantastic website or might also be into. Femdom, exhibitionism, being exposed, chastity, denial, comparison, trans women with bigger members than me, etc, you know the stuff, whether direct or indirect, I’ve fantasized about kinks linked to SPH.

That being said, I’ve never told someone in public, nor have I ever had the occasion. I’m a virgin, still single, never dated. I prefer to save myself for marriage, but I also don’t want to lie to anyone, and I do crave a genuine relationship.

I’m asking this because, based on my experience with stories I’ve read in the past here or on other platforms. I’ve seen many stories of people who are in relationships here and even experience their fetishes in the form of teasing, using toys, but also, most importantly, cuckolding and similar things.

Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m not trying to kink shame anyone. I’ve actually fantasized about cuckolding in the past as a result of my other kinks, but I’ve definitely had more trouble with it. I’m a submissive guy, I have a small penis, and my kinks are mostly centered around it. Still, at the same time, I crave a regular relationship and want to satisfy my potential significant other if I ever have the chance to meet someone.

As I said at the start. I find that what I’m attracted to and what turns me on are completely different, both in terms of appearance and beyond.

And honestly, I’ve always wished I had the chance to have a loving, genuine relationship. I would love to have a meaningful relationship despite my shortcomings.

I do not doubt that anyone who wrote stories here before does. It’s just that I sometimes had the feeling that you had to make this compromise; have a relationship, but your partner has sex with other people. I know it’s a genuine fantasy, and I’m sure many make it work. I hope I don’t come up as disrespectful.

I enjoy SPH, I enjoy harsher fantasies on paper, but I’m mostly into the mild stuff. I don’t think I could handle harsher stuff in real life. And I genuinely want a genuine monogamous relationship. Frankly, my kink isn’t a requirement. I wouldn’t mind getting rid of it, but I’m aware that it’s what turns me on the most. I find more classical “vanilla” sex appealing and romantic, and I want to experience it, but it’s not necessarily my main turn on.

Do you think it’s possible to have a relationship with my size? Is it possible for said relationship to stay faithful and monogamous with a satisfied spouse? Or do you eventually find issues and limitations? Have you ever tried to ignore your kinks? How did it turn out, or how do you balance it in your romantic life?

Thanks to anyone reading my rant. Sorry if it wasn’t very fun, but I’ve been wanting to express this for a bit.

The End.

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