My Bf’s Friend Drew is Bigger?
A Gay Fictional Story by HarryWrites.
My boyfriend and I have been together for coming up on three years, and never in my life have I felt more loved and accepted. It’s interesting that when you live a life where your innocence is stripped from you at a young age, you never really consider being loved. I thought I was unlovable for an inconceivable amount of time. That I was used goods, but that’s a story for another time. Let’s get back to this story; I’m not quite sure where this came from, though I do have my suspicions. I am into SPH(Small Penis Humiliation). At first it was watching, reading, and observing others get mocked and belittled. Yet at some point, my own member came into the equation. My penis is 8.5″ in length and 5″ in girth, hardly the target of SPH, yet here I am, experiencing it. How did this come about?
Well, my boyfriend and I have really amazing sex; he believes he’s not that good and could always be better. At the same time, I inflate my own skills of sucking his dick, riding him, and bottoming in general. This is all fine and dandy, but when I masturbate, I tend to need a little more extreme means than my dick being sucked or my ripples played with. I need words vomited at me, I need verbal stimulation, and of course I realize that this is the fault of my own training. Years and years of jerking off to words on a screen brought me to this point. Where I’m fresh from getting fucked with my boyfriend’s cum inside of me, jerking off to getting mocked and belittled. So where is this story going? Am I here to tell you about how much I enjoy getting my big dick called small? No, no, no, I’m here to tell you about a person my boyfriend talked to before I came into the picture, who became his friend.
To preface this, I don’t want to give anyone the wrong idea. I am exactly where I want to be. This person, let’s call them Drew. Drew is…as my boyfriend told me, a person with whom they found a sort of friendship after meeting online and exchanging nudes intermittently. This knowledge isn’t upsetting to me mainly because I’ve had sex with friends and stayed friends with them. Drew is a very horny person and has hooked up regularly with others, some to whom they sent my boyfriend short sextapes. Explaining that once wasn’t enough; they needed to keep having sex with people for multiple rounds. Once again, this information falls on supportive ears because I am the same. I also found out that they have made people cum hands-free from just penetration. For fucks sake, he sounds like a beast in bed.
However, that’s not where this story started. Nay, this story starts with an innocent enough snap. A snap of Drew in briefs showing off their dick and ass, asking how it looks and how people can wear something like that. A snap to my boyfriend. Now, in the moment, I did get a little upset, but the issue resolved itself when my boyfriend shut it down after a little bit of explanation of my pov.
I then found out another piece of information that snowballed into where we are now. My boyfriend, in an act of transparency, stated that Drew…has a monster cock. This news made me spiral, not because I was insecure, but because it was information I didn’t ask for or need. The very fact that this information was still on my boyfriend’s mind made me dislike Drew, and it all came to a head on a date when a message on Snap came from…Drew. The message was explicit, describing sexual moments from what I assume are a hookup he had just had. My boyfriend and I read the message together; slowly, his eyes widened, and he began to panic. My anger rising ever so slightly: 10-15-20-25-30-40-50. Each number inching ever so closer to a full-blown argument before I realized that it was not meant for my boyfriend. Not only was my boyfriend with me that night, but he was also with me that day, and he would be with me the following day. Not to mention Drew was across the country.
My boyfriend explained all of this, but my anger did not subside. I told him to block his friend for the sake of our relationship. He said no, that they were his friend, and that it was probably sent to him by mistake. He texted back asking if it was sent to the wrong person, and Drew texted back that it was and that they were so sorry and didn’t want my boyfriend to see them in that light. Still, my anger remained high for a few hours, but as the night progressed, I fell deeper and deeper into his arms, and my feelings for him grew. I’m not sure why, but that argument somehow strengthened our relationship.
This is where the conundrum starts; after that day, I’m not sure why. Perhaps my psyche was absolutely shaken to its core. But after receiving my boyfriend’s loads, I would jerk off and ask for him to call my dick small and compare it to Drew. At first he was hesitant because we argued about Drew, but I insisted. It was surreal, and perhaps a little insane.
“OH fuck, keep stroking that small cock, fuck it’s so tiny compared to Drew. Drew has a monster cock, fuck. He can make people cum from just fucking them.”
“Fuck I’ll keep stroking my small cock, baby. Keep comparing us!”
“Ohhh yeah, you like that? You like when I talk about how Drew’s cock is so much bigger than yours and better than yours? Your cock is useless; you’ll never be able to fuck me with that small cock. It will never go past my tight hole.”
“OH fuck baby keep speaking, I’m getting close to cumming. Keep talking about how Drew is more superior than me. I love you baby, I’m the only person that can fuck you.”
“No, not with that pathetic cock. You can’t fuck good; Drew fucks better than you.”
“Fuck whose name do you want me to call out?”
“Say Drew’s name!”
“OHHH FUCK DREW! FUCK ME DREW, FUCK ME WITH THAT MONSTER COCK DREW!”
“Ohh fuck good boy! Wow that’s a lot of cum!”
Then we start kissing, naked, holding me as I breathe heavily. I hug him and ask certain questions.
“Who’s the only person that can fuck you?”
“You!”
“Who’s the only person that can fuck me?”
“Me!”
“Who are you going to marry?”
“You baby! I love you, baby! It was all a fantasy, none of it was real!”
Affirmations that have shown me that, for some reason, it seems okay to say all of this. It’s bizarre that I use them to truly settle my mind, perhaps because I was coping with my feelings about Drew; I truly did not like that man. Almost to the point of hate, I’m not an expert on the state of the human mind, but I can say it has helped me taper off my feelings and come to at least a tolerance of Drew. But let me show you where another part of it comes in.
I strip off my clothes, jump into bed, and start scrolling on my phone. Stroking my dick from soft to hard, it grows to its full 8.5″. I have fun stroking from tip to base and back, up and down, watching whatever hot video I can find. Then my mind takes over, imagining my boyfriend fucking me with his 6″ cock, calling out his name.
“Fuck me, Nu! Ohhh, I love feeling your cock, baby! Cum deep inside me, get me pregnant, Nu!”
Playing with my nipples, my cock getting harder and seemingly longer. My mind is making all of my body more sensitive, and now I’m begging for my boyfriend to come to me and fuck me so hard. But it takes a turn.
“Fuck baby, I’m so close to cumming! Fuck me, Drew! Give me your monster cock! Fuck, your cock is so much bigger than mine, Drew! You fuck so much better than me, Drew! You cum more than me, and you can make people cum hands free! Fuck me and make me cum hands free, Drew! You fuck so much better than Nu does, Drew! I want to feel your cock so much deeper than Nu can go, Drew!”
I cum hard, shooting my cum on my neck and chest, even getting on my bed next to me. For some reason, I don’t feel terrible about it, but I also know I don’t actually have those feelings for Drew. Did I pavlov myself into this? I have no idea, but it’s time for my affirmations.
“I love you so much, Nu!!!” I say three times, as I continue stroking my cock.
“You’re the only person that can fuck me, Nu!!!” Another three times while stroking my cock a different way.
“I’m the only person that can fuck you, Nu!!!” Another three times, I do this religiously after I jerk off! Calling out my boyfriend’s name and those affirmations. But perhaps that’s too boring a story to end it at, so let me tell you of the most recent development.
My boyfriend and I have fucked already twice; I came once and was on the way to cumming again. We talk about sph and Drew. This time something is different; I have in the past tried to get my boyfriend to send my dick to Drew and degrade me to him to goad him into texting back degrading messages agreeing. This time my boyfriend asked a question.
“Do you want me just to text him so you can see his cock?”
“Really? Yeah, you can do that!”
Nu grabbed his phone and opened Snap and texted, ‘Drew, I miss your cock’
The message was sent, and all we had to do was wait. I continued to jerk off and came. We went about our day, and then hours later, a message came through. Drew texted back. It was excitement from Drew. My boyfriend panicked and quickly said he was joking. Drew didn’t buy it and asked if my boyfriend(really me) wanted to see it. I replied in the affirmative. Within 5 minutes, there were more than 5 pics, and my feelings on the matter were…disappointment.
Don’t get me wrong, Drew has a big cock, but it’s not how Nu described it. Nu originally described it as. A long, thick cock. A small head, with a massive, thick shaft that you can’t wrap your hand around. A soft long dick with low-hanging big balls, horse balls if you will.
The pics left much to be desired; it was a big cock, a big thick head, with a smaller shaft. The base he was holding, his pointer finger touching the crease of his thumb, meant the base of his cock was around 4.5″, maybe even 5″, in girth. With that measurement, the rest of his shaft was thicker but maybe only 5.5″ to 6″ in girth, not the massive 7″ girth my boyfriend remembered seeing. His balls were average, bigger than small but not horse balls. The soft pic my boyfriend talked about was of him half-hard, with low-hanging balls behind it. All in all, it broke the illusion of what I imagined I would see.
“Maybe we should’ve kept it a mystery,” Nu says.
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“Maybe, maybe because his dick isn’t that much bigger than mine, in fact I think it’s the same length just thicker, which doesn’t bother me! Mainly because my dick is big, plus you’re not a bottom, so it doesn’t matter.”
“That’s true! Plus I love you and only want you!”
“Yes, same baby!”
“I do have to tell you though…Drew is coming to visit”
“What do you mean? To visit you or our city?”
“There’s a convention he’s going to, and he wants to meet me.”
“Are you gonna meet him?”
“Yeah, I think I will. I’ve known him for years and never got the chance to.”
“But after everything we’ve talked about?”
“Awww baby, I’m not going to have sex with him…unless he offers haha.”
“That’s not funny.”
“A little bit.”
With how prevalent saying Drew’s name became, I genuinely got worried that having him show up would turn me into a cuckold. Most of the time was pretty relaxed, getting fucked, jerking off, and calling for Drew, and loving life.
We started kissing, slowly and deliberately progressing into a slightly more aggressive makeout session. Leaving us both panting, we took each other’s shirts off; I started to suck and lick Nu’s nipples, causing him to shiver and moan.
“Ohhh fuck! Ooh fuck! Just like that baby!”
Kissing my head, he pushed me over to his other nipple, causing an even more expressive reaction. My throbbing hard cock, rubbed against my shorts, the friction causing me to grow more and more horny. Seeing this, Nu decided it was my turn to get a little overstimulated. Grabbing both of my wrists, Nu forced my hands above my head.
Starting at my neck, little breaths warming my skin and making my hair stand up, his lips finally made contact, causing me to gasp and moan. Licking down my neck, he started down my chest to my right nipple. So much sensation, so much lovely, warm familiarity. It made my already hard cock, even harder, painfully so. Noticing this, Nu just laughed into my nipple before moving on to my left nipple, the one I used the most.
This is when I started getting overstimulated; it felt too good, too sensitive, but before I could complain, he stopped and reached for my shorts. Pulling down the front, my cock popped out and almost hit Nu in the face.
“Wow, someone’s excited!”
“Mmmmm”
Nu grabbed my cock, slightly slapping it on his left cheek. He smiled and kissed the head. He began licking my head, going over the top and around the bottom. From tip to base, he got it so wet I probably could’ve fucked his tight hole without lube. Finally taking it into his mouth, he started sucking on it as much as he could. As usual, he couldn’t get the entire thing in his mouth or even down his throat, but what he could get in was so good. It was the best feeling in the world, not including his hole, of course.
“Fuck Nu, keep sucking my cock! Suck this big cock!”
“Mmmmm, you mean your small cock!”
“Mmm fuck yes sir, my small cock baby!”
Ahhh, his warm mouth enveloping my cock was sending me over the edge. I think the way he does it is even better than deepthroating. His hands glided across my stomach up to my chest, and he began playing with my nipples. Pure ecstasy. He’s looking up straight into my eyes as he just sends pleasure to my cock up through my entire body. The pure pleasure of it all was bringing me to the edge, but before that, I stopped him.
“Mmmmm baby come up here so that I can pleasure you as well.”
“Are you sure? I’m pretty sure you were close, haha.”
“That’s why I’m telling you to come up, haha.”
Moving up my body, he positioned himself in the way I loved, his throbbing cock just inches from my waiting mouth. Slowly, he moved himself forward until his cock rested on my lips. Opening my eyes, I looked up just in time to see his chest start to touch the headboard. His cock entered my mouth, and already my mouth felt so full and all the way down to his balls. Slowly pulling out until I felt the base of his head touch my lips and then going back in, bit by bit, getting faster, one thrust at a time. Feeling his supple head slide down my throat was absolute heaven.
“Fuuuck baby, keep deep throating my cock. Keep taking it down, more baby, even more.”
His pubes smacking into my nose as he fully starts face fucking me. The smell of soap permeated my nose and really pulled the experience together.
“Grab my ass, boy!”
Grabbing his ass, I appreciated how fast his hips were moving; his moans were getting louder and louder, while his thrusts got more and more erratic.
“Fuck,” he stopped thrusting and slowly pulled out of my mouth. Breathing heavily, he looked at me with lust and love in his eyes. “Turn around, I’m going to fuck you, baby!”
Smiling, I flipped and got onto my stomach, raising my ass the way he likes, to make it easier to enter me. He grabs my hips, pulling me towards himself, and then positions his right leg up next to my ass. His cock resting on my cheek, he grabs the lube from the drawer next to my bed and lubes his cock up before looking down at me. I’m lying with my face turned to the left, looking at him slightly. He grins and guides his cock towards my hole. Once he finds it, he slowly begins to press it against my hole, not yet trying to go in and just teasing it and me.
After maybe a minute of that, he once again grabs my hips and this time tries to enter. After some resistance from my hole, he manages to get his head inside and slowly goes in and out, not fully taking the head out but almost just a sliver left inside. Repeating this a few times, he slowly inches further and further in my hole, making me gasp from pleasure.
“FUCK, your hole is so tight and warm. So fucking warm!”
“It’s tight and warm for you, baby!”
“Mmmmm fuck yeah it is.”
The more of his cock that went in, the more I felt and the more I wanted him to start really fucking me. And then after what felt like an hour, I felt his balls resting on my ass. Finally! The fun can start. His cock filled me all the way up; he started to pull out just as when he was face fucking me, but this time it was a slow start. He trusted as strong as possible, making me turn my head and moan into the bed.
“Omg fuck your cock baby!”
“Fucking take it, take every inch and moan for me. You’re so tight, ohhh fuck!”
“Baby, please keep fucking me!”
In and out, his cock stretching my hole and causing me to scream his name.
“Ohhh my god Nu, you’re stretching me out! Fuck keep going, baby!”
“Say what you want, boy. Tell me whose cock you want fucking you, tell me whose cock you’ve been obsessed with.”
This was unexpected; I wasn’t planning on calling out Drew’s name while getting fucked. But I was so horny and into it that I just went along with it.
“Ohhh, Drew fuck me with your big cock.”
“Monster cock baby, he has a monster cock.”
“Ohhh okay. Drew, your monster cock is stretching me out so well; you’re so deep inside me, Drew. Ohhh fuck, I can’t believe you could fit your entire dick inside me, Drew. You have the best dick I ever had, Drew.”
Words that I have never said about Drew started pouring out, things I’ve only said to Nu. Things that I don’t even know would be true if I ever got fucked by Drew.
“Yeah, keep talking about another man fucking you. You love that, don’t you? Well, you’re going to love something even more. When we meet up, I’m going to let Drew fuck me!”
I heard what he said, but with everything happening, I couldn’t respond except to moan. It was feeling better and better; omg, he was fucking me senseless.
“I’m going to cum, baby!”
Mustering up all my energy, I started speaking again, “Get me pregnant, baby, cum deep inside me. Get me pregnant, Drew. I want to have your babies, Drew.”
I could feel his cum inside me, hot and thick, his cock still pumping and throbbing inside me. After cumming he collapsed on top of me, breathing heavily with his cock still inside, slowly getting softer and softer. He got up and pulled out, grabbing the napkins out of my nightstand and cleaning us both up.
My only thought was, “You’re going to let Drew fuck you?”
“Yeah he asked, and so I said If my boyfriend allows it.” To which he said, “Fuck his permission, it’s your body, and you should be allowed to make those decisions.”
I told him, “Not this decision, it has to be mutual.”
Drew said, “But he wants this, that’s why you said you missed my cock, right? Because he wanted to see it and compare it to his small dick, so let’s give him something else to jerk off to. Something more tangible! Something that will last longer than a memory. I’m going to fuck you and send him the video of me conquering your ass!”
The End.
